the past

im blogging twice, becos this is quite a separate topic. ive been wondering about the past actually.

I had this friend once, whom im not to close to anymore due to personal reasons, and i read what the person wrote on her blog way back when we were close. Its pretty sad that i saw things from my own eyes, and never bothered to see how she felt. The things she described me of doing, in retrospect, was so immature it makes the present me cringe in pain.

I could have rescued that friendship had i been less dramatic.

But then, we learn from our mistakes, eh? We learn what to do, and what to say, and to empathise with the other party, to think thru someone mind. We learn that small things mean a lot, and big things should be done in moderation so as to keep it BIG( verstendehen?) We also learn that chances should be grabbed with both hands and that the future is up to us to decide, to choose of the myriad of possibilities.

The only regret i have is that i should have matured sooner.