Alice

Have you ever looked in the mirror and just smiled at yourself cos your so happy how far you've gone? A small smile of congratulations at your current situation, on the difference that you have made in the world? I do it quite often, actually. I see a nerdy, geeky guy with plenty of issues who has worked so very hard at bettering himself, improving himself so he can arrive at where he is now. A lonely boy who turned into an estranged teen who, finally, becomes a man.

I smile and i smile. And i realise, through the mirror, theres so many more things i have yet to achieve. That i am far from the finished product. That i have no idea where to go next, or how to progress so that i can find this ultimate Taufiq.

I know what i want. And its so embarrasing. Ive always known it, but ive never felt it this hard and heavy before. I always knew I was going to be good at that, but this urgency at wanting to achieve it? I dunnoe.

And im tired of multiple variables.

LOL part 2

Hahahhaa..

I love this vid

LOL

Thanks Harry for this incredibly funny and disturbingly attractive video of Natalie Portman..

OMG!!

I spent the whole of saturday watching the last season of the OC.

Continued watching on sunday.

Finally found some time to skip out to get some blank dvds from the store.

Spent the next 5 hours burning CHUCK on dvd to watch at work.

Slept late to finish this. Woke up late. Burned summore.

Didnt bring it to work, cos its on MY FREAKIN' TABLE!!!

Im getting old. My memory is degenerating. I left my wallet in camp the last time i left work, and i keep issuing the wrong instructions to my guys. Either that, or my brain is being eaten by dream zombies..

Shite. This week looks ominous.