again! again!

They appeared in my dreams again! At the same time?? What? At first I dreamt my elder brother jumped 20 storeys for some stunt show. Big deal. And then I met shai, and as we were walking down the stairs, I saw her. So I hurried away, and shai insisted we meet his best friend.

When we reached the bottom floor, shai started talking to her, and her friend, and I just stood to one side, just being awkward. Den suddenly she arrived, and my awkwardness became even more pronounced. And both their partners appeared, it was a supermarket, and the sense that both of them were getting married was immense. And I felt angry! Like as if I wanted to be those partners.

Its crap man. Total crap. I haven't met them, haven't thought about either one of them, but somehow they always make it into my dreams. Bloody hell. And I'm about to tie the knot in a few months and this bloody thing shad to happen.

Am I going to keep being bothered by them the rest of my life? There's always a feeling of what if when I dream this things and I frankly don't need it or want it. Fml. Now I'm feeling nauseous.

Need to do my essay man. And hope my feeling of crappiness dissipates soon.