Goodbye

I had a dream of her yesterday.

For the first time in so many years, I actually visualised her. In it, she was beautiful and she was shining, like she was so absolutely happy that nothing could make her sad. Yet she gave me a sad smile, and there were words, but I can't remember what they were.

I just felt a sadness and a feeling of goodbye.

A friend asked why I thought she was the perfect one for me. I just replied " in that 9 months we were together, I was always happy."

She's gone now, whereever she is. She added me on facebook a few months ago, but I adamantly refused to accept her friendship. I'm petty that way I guess, but I will never forgive her for leaving.

I still wonder why.

I might be happy that 9 months, but I've been miserable ever since. Hana and I have so much to bicker about, but when the chips are down and the friends refuse to help, I know she will always save me. She will always laugh at my jokes and she is patient with my idiosyncracies.

I traded the love of my life for my soulmate. And I have no qualms to say that Hana will always be my perfect partner.

Goodbye Mira. You were the most awesome gf a guy could ask for. But u never saw me as anything more than a means to an end. I was never anything but a passing chapter in your book.

May your future be blessed, and your love be pure. Because mine is.

Thinking of my bimbo princess so far away. Honey, enjoy ur trip ok.. I love u and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with u.

Seba Duvall